1. I still love you, I don’t think I ever stopped, some nights I start shaking so hard I can’t feel anything but my bones breaking and I lose all the feeling in my chest but I still love you
2. I wish you would call me, I miss your voice, I miss listening to you fall asleep, I miss the sound of your breath washing through my hair
3. I planted flowers in my backyard, I was going to yank them out of the ground and leave them on the side of the road to symbolize the death of you and me but god they were so pretty I left them in the ground to rot
4. I deleted your number but it’s still stained onto my hand where you wrote it in green pen 6 months ago
5. Maybe if I could just kiss you we’d be okay
6. I wish I could kiss you
7. I tried to read your favorite poem but I ended up choking on my words, I can’t stop coughing. I wish you were here.
8. I’d do anything for you, it’s really fucked up, I don’t think you care anymore, I’m pretty sure I don’t mean anything to you anymore but jesus fuck if you told me to swim to the edge of the earth, I’d do it.
9. I miss you so much. You’re still here but not like you were oh god oh god I miss how good we were, we were the best.
10. My best friend asked me how you’re doing and I think I started crying
11. I don’t know what I did to make you stop loving me
12. I’m really sorry
13. Please come back
14. It’s okay that you’re not here anymore, I don’t really mind anymore
15. You’re breaking my fucking heart
16. I need you here